So I signed my separation agreement. That's it, I'm done, we're over. Almost 17 years. I never wanted to be here, I thought that I was going to, and I wanted to grow old with her
Gawd I hope the kids come out of this okay! They're what's important now. I need to make sure that they still see themselves as safe and loved. And I will be whatever rock I need to be to make that happen.
I bought a new house a couple of weeks ago and I'll be moving into it in early May. That'll be good. A place of my own where I can make sure that they're as happy as possible. As much as I hate this situation I'm excited about being able to move forward. I'll finally be in a place where I can take care of myself and my girls and I can start healing.
Living in limbo has been hell. But, I'm starting to see that there's a whole new world of possibilities and futures out there
Maybe set up a photo studio in the house
Definitely join another band!
And all kinds of potential new relationships
Now that's more than a little frightening! But exciting too!!!